It can be a long, slow process so...be kind and patient with your self!
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The following are a selection of books dealing with the beginnings of spiritual
evolution (in the suggested order that they should be read), which will probably
help you understand the process. These are adventure books (presented as
"children's stories for adults" about really growing up, real relationships and
real responsibility) and are principally for students of "A Course in Miracles"®
(ACIM) and those who realize they are "in" the world but ultimately not "of" it.
["Ego" WARNING: If you don't want ALL your
belief systems challenged, you probably shouldn't read any of them.]
Our name came from an off-hand remark someone once
told the author: "You live on the periphery of the world...looking in," as well
as the fact that he was once described as a "fringe dweller, who lived like a
traveling monk...on the periphery of the physical universe." And since this is a
"black and white" world in Reality (i.e., there are really no shades of grey),
this site is presented in B&W.
[NOTE: Rather than "viewing" this and all other books, it is FASTER to "download" them by right-clicking on the link and selecting "Save Target As."]
BANISHED...from the Sandbox
This is a three-part adventure, with a light-hearted approach, dealing with the adult process of "really" growing up in a physical universe that is beset with unmanageable problems (until one begins to accept the secret about life that sets man free) as well as real relationships and real responsibility. In Part I (Learning to Surrender), Jay de-mystifies the one step of living peacefully on Earth in the present moment. Part II (Facing Your Fears) explores the past to discover how to transcend guilt and its manifestation (fear). Finally, in Part III (Looking at the Hate Behind Love), he identifies the "new" attitudes needed to live life contentedly and the hate at the root of all dependent love relationships, which completes the process of going beyond all fear into the future. [ISBN 0-910668-08-6]
This is a collection of poetry about me (Volume I: Broken Cookies and Other Tragedies), you (Volume II: If You Weren't Immortal, I'd Kill You) and us (Volume III: It's Too Bad You're Not Special: A Handbook for Lovers) as I climbed the mountain known as Earth-life, over seven years, on my way from human to mystical (not psychic) consciousness. These volumes are exposures of my, and our (as I perceived them), ego’s thoughts and feelings as it ascends through struggle and striving to a correct perception, or a "right-mindedness." [ISBN 0-910668-09-4]
This is another collection of poems about me (Volume I: I Want
to Go Someplace...But I Don't Know Where It Is: Aimless Wandering), you (Volume
II: What You Are...I Am, Too!) and us (Volume III: Beyond...The Garden of Eden)
as I descended the mountain known as Earth-life on my way to a mystical
consciousness. They are about eliminating "struggle" in living as the ego
ascends to a correct perception. [ISBN 0-910668-10-8]
Rapid-FIRE
To show you how sinister and devious the ego can be and what must be done to learn to deal with it, Jay and Lindsy share their rapid journey through our own human-created Hell (the fire) so that you can see the pitfalls in their relationship that they had to hurdle, individually and together, to have a stable, strong, dependable bond that can provide total peace and happiness, forever. (NOTE: Sorry...this is "currently" unavailable! Contact Us!...as special requests will be considered.) [ISBN 0-910668-11-6]
So...you think you know what angels are!? If you are like most people, you think they are spiritual beings sent by God (that occasionally appear as apparitions) who watch over, protect, and guide us. Actually, we stare into their faces, every day... without realizing it! This story is about the realization of who and what angels are, in our physical reality, which will enable you to effortlessly recognize, honor, and appreciate them in all your activities, events, and situations. [ISBN 0-910668-12-4]
A brief guide to living in a truly spiritual consciousness...a collection of extremely "thought-provoking" quotations. (This is for You...because you really want to "get it"...this time!) [ISBN 0-910668-13-2]
A tale about the final evolution to Spirit, in which Jay and Kim relearn that their Essence is beyond this world and to sift through the emotional and mental debris of their egos and grow up. And Jay experiences a long-awaited, heartfelt reunion. [ISBN 0-910668-14-0]
A collection of thoughts, feelings and experiences as Jay, a “spiritual evolutionary,” finds he can only move forward through life—never backward—on his way to eventual ascension. [ISBN: 0-910668-16-7]
"Only the daily re-commitment of both parties in a relationship to living The Truth
can keep it peaceful and together, physically, on the earth." - Jay
